I wonder how drunk baby is right now although I really wish to know it so much.
I miss him as I have stopped sms with him since afternoon.
Till now he didn't give me any message.
Dear, I miss you.
But I know that today is the important day to you so I have decided not to kacau you today.
I hope that baby can reach home safely.
Take care of your health, dear.

I really miss you for so damn fucking much today.
Happy birthday.
My dear Melvin.

心情不好时，只有布落格是倾听我心声的好朋友
今天，我恨我自己
无缘无故地不开心
弄到宝贝生气了
宝贝今天对我冷冷的
不知道为什么
想告诉他
却又怕被骂
自己多心毛病又犯了吧
才会这样
傻傻的，呆呆的，总是惹人讨厌
尤其是宝贝
对不起，亲爱的
对不起，宝贝
自己不开心
还要弄到你也不开心
对不起
虽然不知道你还会不会来这里
希望你原谅刚的过错
我知道我常这样
对不起
真的对不起
不知道你会不会因为这样开始讨厌我
可是请你不要
我会尽量，尽量去改
一定...

不开心的时候
我点了你的布落格
想让自己一次又一次被感动
可是
感动的泪水
总是停不下...

" When I lost my mind . I feel great ."

Isn't it?
When someone is losing his/her mind, everything comes new.
Include the people around him/her.

Do you know that if you lost your mind, you can't even remember me and I will like..
I lost someone very important in a sudden.
I wonder what's wrong with you.
Maybe there's something make you sad or feel nasty.
And you didn't tell me that's why I would never know about that.

Maybe I really couldn't understand.
20 days more.
I wonder how will be our respond when we meet.
Of course, I hope it will be a great moment.





Sorry, Wong Wan Jing is currently down.
But it's not because of your pm.

=))

Untitled.

Soooooo so lazy to update my blog recently.
I think is because of the tiredness and laziness after work.
Haha.
Plan to draw comic about bii and I.
Andrew asked: " Started?"
Then I was like: "Hahahahaha..."
LOL.
Andrew said no time it's just an excuse.
Haha.
Actually I am lazy.
Anyway, I will try.
I was quite free in shop.
Maybe I have to prepare my pencil and drawing paper at shop and start it.
But mummy sure will ask this ask that de ler.
Sien.
Sure I will start it one day.
Haha.
Wait for that.

Bii finally found a job.
But he just wants to work till the middle of December.
Maybe he can't tahan the feeling of standing there for the whole working period gua.
Don't really want to ask for the real reason from him although I wish to know that.
As long as he is happy with that, I got no comment.
I just don't want he wastes time at home.

Time goes faster recently.
Wooooo~
I like that.
Haha.
Going tobuy small small drawing book tomorrow.
Hehe.
I will post the photo of the comic up here if I finally done that.
=)

As usual, I miss him.
For damn much.

Baby is addicted to his PS2 in a sudden.
Haix.
Too bore at home la.
Those people so fuck up diao huh.
Don't wanna accept my bii for the vacancy.
Thought my bii so lao ya meh.
Cheh.
He is my pro bii okay.
><

It's going to the middle of November soon.
Haix.
In deed, I want the time to pass as fast as possible.
But today is already Thursday.
Too fast le ba?
Hehe.
I wanna meet bii bii.
I wanna meet bii bii.

Finally, I introduced bii to daddy.
Hmm...
What I feel now is. Bii passed the first section huh.
Cause daddy wanna meet baby first luh.
Haha.
When ler? When ler?
I can't wait to see my baby shy shy de face ler.
That pattern is so damn cute la wei.
I love it ler.
Haha.

Anyway,
I am glad to hear that daddy is no longer object I pato now.
Hehe.
Just he hope that I can meet a good guy.
And I truly wish that
HE WILL BE THE ONE.
MY MELVIN.
=)

想念维他精
因为有你
想念白糖糕
因为有你
想念Roswel
因为有你
想念PPS
因为有你
想念装水机
因为有你
想念Bangkok炒饭
因为有你
...

你的影子
塞满了我的心灵，我的世界
２６９天
因为你的存在
我，幸福了
我的宝贝，我的亲爱的

The picture of the day.

Jing & the little one

Just after having a 2 minutes webcam communication with baby.
As he gonna go for a dota match.
Don't know when he will start working.
Hope he can pass the interview.
God Bless.

Celebrated grandpa and mummy's birthday at grandma's house.
It was so so so crowded but I like that suasana mesra.
=)
Forgot to focus while taking this picture.
Aduh.
Baby was introduced by me at grandma's house.
Oh oh.
He got no chance to reject me as his forever-laopo liao.
Haha.
But still don't know how daddy feels.
Papa ler. ><

Missing my dota-ing baby very much.
How???
8 more weeks ler.
Suck o wei.

我们接受了长大，有时却开始想念昨天

5.43 a.m.

Woke up at 5.43 a.m. today because of my sis's damn alarm.
Opened my eyes and turned off the alarm.
As usual, my direction turned to my phone.
3 messages of him.
And immediately jumped up from my bed
You guys sure can't imagine how a silly girl jump up from her bed at such a freak time for just a stupid reason-TURN ON HER LAPTOP
Siao eh.
But I really can't wait till tonight to read his post.
It's very important to me.
Hehe.
Again, he touched me.
But this time he was using his space.
The post made me suddenly so damn miss him and I cried.
I just hope that he was beside me at that moment.
Cause I gonna say a thanks to him.
Directly.
Thanks for loving me so much.
Baobeii.
I appreciate all that you gave me.

I love you for that much too.
Remember that, is just you.
FOREVER-THAT'S WHAT I WANT.

New Phone .

I got my new phone~
Hooray~

Sony Ericsson C903.
My favorite color.
Thanks daddy.
=)

I am homed .

* wish to get this bouquet of flower from my beloved bii. XD

Hmm.
Feel a little bit tire right now.
But I am fighting with those tiredness in order to webcam with my baobeii later.
I was so surprise with those thingy that mummy told me yesterday.
I was so glad but this kinda surprise made me not really dare to tell mummy about the truth.
However, she will get the answer soon.
Haha.

No shopping for today.
Ishhh.
Went xiao yi's house and had chat with them and played with those kids who are bising betul.
Aduh.
Haha.
But I like this kinda big family. =)
17th December my big big family is going to Langkawi together for 4 days.
Hehe.
I can't imagine how lots of photos I am going to show off here after that.
Haha.

* The little cutie who was abnormal today as he keep sticking with me today.
Haha. XD

Day 3 I am homed.
The feeling is warm. =)
Indeed, I still missing someone for non-stop.

The very last moment .

Start mypost today with this kinda silly guy cam-whored picture.

But I like this picture. =)

While searching for a suitable picture to be uploaded to today's post,I cried.

Not because I am going to leave INTI for 2 months.

Not because I can't study for 2 months.

Not because I have to work with daddy for 2 months.

Not because of the boredom in the 2 FUCK months.

For the all, the only one reason is

ICAN'TEVENMEETHIM for that 2 months.

We can't laugh together.

we can't go Roswell at the middle of night.

We can't watch PPS together.

We can't do lotsa things....together.

I hate this kinda "offer" to students.

It's sucked when you miss someone you love and you can't even meet him.

God. 60++ days.

Would they just pass in a short moment?



For this 2 months holiday. I have grumbled for this freaking much.

Think about the days I left in INTI, I think I gonna commit suicide.

Muahahaha.

Tell you guys, 2 or 3 more semester I left.

And most probably

I can't directly continue with Degree in INTI.

Haix.

Okay.

I am not going to continue to think about that kinda sad case.

I am not going to let it to ruin my very last moment with him today.

THEVERYLASTMOMENT.

With you.



I will try my best to endure the sadness and my tears.

Tonigh or tomorrow morning.

=(

Final .

Arrrrrr. I am stressed.
And I took this kinda auntie pictures just now.
But baby likes this hair style very much wei.
Haha.

Final? Apa ini huh?
><

Fuyoooo~
Damn lotsa photos to share today.
Haha.
Because I went Seremban with my sweet heart again. =))
Hehe.
I went Seremban for the purpose of my ticket on next Friday that is after my last exam paper.
Hmm.
What a sad case.
How can I tahan those uncontrollable emotions for missing my baby for 2 fuck months?
Oww. Baby. =((

Just ignore those grumbles first. * as I am going to grumble more after this, absolutely. =(
Well, I had a great day at Seremban again.
After reaching Seremban, our stomach were so damn calling for food, especially for baby.
I really can't imagine.
He ate 3 burgers !
3 BURGERS GUYS !
Please give him a big hand. Haha.
As usual, I ate my beloved Filet-O-Fish, 1 set. =)

* The way we eat our French Fries.

Hmm..
Starving and ticket's problems were solved, then we went for a movie at Terminal 2, again.

* Whiteout. 18PL
Baby and I rated 6/10

Before we step into the cinema, we took blooooody lots of photos again.
Hehe.

* I like this kinda light effect. =)

* So, I cam-whored while baby was toilet-ing.

* Baby looked so damn cool and handsome in this photo. But some technical problem there la huh. Sad case. =((


* Mirror is my best friend.

* 2nd.

* It was so dark wei.

The movie lasted for 2 hours and we decided to go back Nilai directly.
Then, photos again. XD

* Big big head and small small head. =))

* OMG. My eyesbag. T-T

* On the way to INTI. I took this in the taxi. Hehe.

Guys, I almost forget to share with you all the photos that baby took last night.
They are so funny wei.
Can't miss them out.
Haha.

* This is the surprise that baby bought for me when he went Genting last weekend.
I love it so much.

* 6 small chocolates in the box. It cost baby RM28. ==

Anyway, I wanna thank my baby again.
Baby, I love you.
>3

Going to watch with baby tomorrow night.
Hopefully I really can go.
I need a hug.
=(

Thunder .

I believe that thunderstorm is the biggest enemy of mine.
My hate-ness upon it is indescribable.
It tortures me for no reason.
It tortures me for giving a kinda..scary feeling to appear in my heart, every time.

I still remember that I told mum before.
I scare thunderstorm when I was in Primary 4.
Mum even brought me to the temple and asked about this situation.
But they said nothing will happen, don't worry.

Haix.
Why should I bear this kinda feeling?
Can I just mute the thunder?
T-T

Thunderstorm is nasty!
You ruin my days !

Award.

Yeah.
It's the Student Academic Merit Award for my 4th semester in INTI.
I just took it today.
Maybe I will just attend the Awards Presentation Ceremony in my last semester ba.
Haha.
Lazy betul.
Well, baobei still not yet come back.
So fucking miss him wei.
Going to sleep for a while.
Haha.
A pro piggy I am. =p

..我只想叫你宝贝..

Redang, Langkawi, Sunway Lagoon bla bla bla....
I really can't wait for the travel with my kaki.
Hopefully it will be a success this time. =)

xx Jan 2009, you appeared in my world.
xx Feb 2009, you touched me and started to stay in my world and never ever leave me for this 8 months and maybe forever.
8 months baby.
It's so freaking fast.
Everything seems just happened yesterday.
Your vitagen, your hug, your smile, your accompany, your care and your pamper.
I know sometimes you're moody and you're not purposely throwing your tantrum towards me.
I care, I know, I even understand.
But sometimes I just can't control the heartache and I ... cried.
I'm so sorry that it causes you to feel that I just know how to cry when you angry or we quarrel, perhaps.

Baby,
I love you, not for what you are,
but for what I am when I am with you.

Stayed with baobeii over 24 hours this time.
The feeling was totally great.
Hehe.
But kena bully wei.
Then I bullied back baobeii.
Haha.
See~ That's the results after being bullied. =x

I bite baobeii.

Baobeii bite me. ='(

I know that baobeii is the one who sayang me to the core.
Love you, my beloved Melvin.
Muakz~

Office lady look. Muahaha...
Bought this at MetroJaya. Cost me RM79.90. ==

Bought eyelash at Sasa.
And I tried it after I was back here. =)

I like this kinda feeling.

Sexy pose? hahahaha.

Today spent about RM250.
Aiyo.
Really hor...haha
No choice.
I AM A GIRL.
Shopping is my life. =D

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it takes me where it wants to go

You fill my emptiness
My sky is your own kind of blue
I am lost in your heart
And I would not try to find a way
To get out from your heart

[ ♥ ]

I did it finally.

But it's just temporary one la.

Haha.

Nice?

Ignore the place that was scratched by the plactic.

Hehe.

Blood donation .

Everyone did the greatest job these 3 days.

Yuhoooo~

I joined LEO because of Shugan.

Haha.

I was shocked when i got to know that I was the Secretary for Blood Donation Event.

Firstly, I really felt so damn stress as I don't know everything about it.

But i kept trying to learn and involved myself into the event, and now

The event is ended.

I got my very first LEO experinces after joining this event.

Thanks Wai Kit and Shugan.

They helped me a lot. =)

Baby missed the chance to donate his blood as he is taking anti-biotic.

Haix.

You gonna try next semester,baby. =)

People were gone crazy to take pictures today.

Haha.

My first picture today. Shugan, the VOC and I.

OC, Wai Kit, was nearly faint after he donated his blood. XD

The naughtiest Dodo.

New friends. Yun Ching- Jing -James.

The poor 2 VIP were being aluba. LOL.

Kinda silly face. What's the hell wrong to me??

Thanks guys for your contribution these 3 days.

INTI LEO, Roar Roar Roar~

It's still a lotsa photos I am waiting for.

So, the pictorials are ended here. Sorry.

Anyway, we hit the target of 250 donors. =D

Silly baobeii . Silly Jing

Silly baobeii . Silly Jing

=)

Sometimes, words really can't bestly describe my happiness.

So, pictures !