我想我永远都比不上。

YES !

I suppose to take a nap right now but I can't get rid of the feeling that makes me so fuck-up happy.
As the title I wrote, YES!
I GOT THE JOB.
Though I can only earn RN20 for a night, I really appreciate it.
It's better than I do nothing in my room and start to grumbling to baby.
Eh.
My job huh is not that kinda "job" okie.
I am the sale assistant of a shoes shop near to my campus.
Hooray.
Transport fee is saved. :)
I will start to work at 6pm today.
I am soooo excited and sure lah, a little bit nervous.
First time trying to work with others.
Hope everything will go on smoothly.

Baby is sleeping right now.
Sigh.
Ponteng again lah.
Really worry about him.
How?
UK or not UK?
Deal or not deal?
Just hope baby can work harder and graduate early.
When I have not been here anymore, I hope, I really hope that he can go through everything well either in his studies or his life.
Baby. Gambateh.
Promise me, okay?

I hope I can be a perfectly perfect gf for you. :)

Title-less .

Hmmm... I am back to blogspot.
Feeling so lonely and try to let blogspot be my accompanist for this few minutes.

2010 seems to be a bad year for me.
After came back to INTI, those fucking illnesses all came to me in once.
Fever la, gastric la, bla bla and bllllaaaa~
Doii.
Zomok jiang?

But luckily I am getting better recently.
Haha.
I need to thank a lot to my KL mummy.
Thanks for your caring.
I feel very guilty when the moment that I realized how I treated you before in the phone.
Now, I really really understand how hard your condition is.
So, I am trying hard to find a job.
But you know, the transportation here is quite troublesome and the distance is not as near as you can imagine.
Sorry mii.
Give me some time.

Days going on.
Already the forth week in this semester.
Start to busy in LEO again.
What for?
My scholarship luh.
1+1? or 2+0?
Not yet ask for those information ler.
Haix.
Hope I really can get it. :)

Baby and I..
Are just like normal lah I think.
Hope that he won't chase me again next time.
It really kinda.. hurts.
Dear, I gonna say sorry too.

WWJ's wishlist for this new year :
1. Baby pays more attention on his studies.
2. Successfully applied for INTI scholarship.
3. The time pass slower.
4. MONEY~
5. Happiness. :)

Seremban Trip 3

Haha. I can see how busuk my bloggie is right now.
Went Seremban again with Bii.
Words can't bestly describe how the day was but photos. :)

My Blue Lemonade @ Station 1 Cafe, Seremban.

Baby's mocha. Most handsome picture of the day. :D

Was giving baby a stupid smile while I was eating the toast.

Picha picha after that as the movie starts at 3.45pm.

Kinda nice effect.

The cute cute Bii.

Watched "Old Dogs" today.
Lmao.
I love that.
Rating: 10/10
Try and watch it out yea.

每当被你抱紧的那一瞬间
真的觉得自己很幸福
越来越离不开你的世界
是好还是坏？
会尽量去争取在学校的机会
为的只有
和你在一起
我们都呼吸着一样的空气
不知道是不是因为这样
我已不能接受没有你的气息的空气

我♥你

郑威骏 aka Melvin Tey Wei Jiun
:)

I wonder how drunk baby is right now although I really wish to know it so much.
I miss him as I have stopped sms with him since afternoon.
Till now he didn't give me any message.
Dear, I miss you.
But I know that today is the important day to you so I have decided not to kacau you today.
I hope that baby can reach home safely.
Take care of your health, dear.

I really miss you for so damn fucking much today.
Happy birthday.
My dear Melvin.

心情不好时，只有布落格是倾听我心声的好朋友
今天，我恨我自己
无缘无故地不开心
弄到宝贝生气了
宝贝今天对我冷冷的
不知道为什么
想告诉他
却又怕被骂
自己多心毛病又犯了吧
才会这样
傻傻的，呆呆的，总是惹人讨厌
尤其是宝贝
对不起，亲爱的
对不起，宝贝
自己不开心
还要弄到你也不开心
对不起
虽然不知道你还会不会来这里
希望你原谅刚的过错
我知道我常这样
对不起
真的对不起
不知道你会不会因为这样开始讨厌我
可是请你不要
我会尽量，尽量去改
一定...

不开心的时候
我点了你的布落格
想让自己一次又一次被感动
可是
感动的泪水
总是停不下...

" When I lost my mind . I feel great ."

Isn't it?
When someone is losing his/her mind, everything comes new.
Include the people around him/her.

Do you know that if you lost your mind, you can't even remember me and I will like..
I lost someone very important in a sudden.
I wonder what's wrong with you.
Maybe there's something make you sad or feel nasty.
And you didn't tell me that's why I would never know about that.

Maybe I really couldn't understand.
20 days more.
I wonder how will be our respond when we meet.
Of course, I hope it will be a great moment.





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