百感交集

烦恼，各种各样
越老越多
对不？
快21岁啦 （虽然还不像，也还不想）
越来越多事必须自己去解决
压力也越来越多
从小到大，没什么特别想做的事
哎呀，撇开小时候那些无聊的志愿呗
哈哈
超不实际的

今年的某一天
爸爸突然给了我一个很想去完成的梦想
去纽西兰读书是件很棒的事情
虽然说要半工半读很辛苦
但是总觉得能够吸取很多不一样的经验嘛
那里很漂亮，很悠闲
真的很吸引我
我很希望自己能在那里比在INTI更努力
考得更好
12月就会去考IELTS了
我一定会加油
把握机会
:)

很开心自己有机会能去体验别人或许这辈子都没得体验的生活
也很担心因为这个选择会失去一个在我生命里很重要的人

从决定去纽西兰留学的那一刻起
没有任何一样东西能够平伏我的不安
那天在巴士上的对话
让原本认为你家人绝对不会反对让你出国的我
又变犹豫了，矛盾了
想开口问他们
但是又觉得我到底哪来的权利要他们非把你送出国不可？
后来想了想，如果你真的一心想陪我去
你早就会问了
早就会跟他们说明
早就会说服他们
我根本就不需要做些什么

你很重要
在我心里，因为我的心跳由你控制
在我生命里，因为我呼吸着有你的空气
在我生活里，因为我总是被你呵护着，保护着

不管你脾气多不好
我都还是尽量去体谅
因为我知道过后你会转身抱着我说：对不起，老婆
不管你一天需要多少尼可丁都好
我还是尽量不会去阻止你
因为我知道总有一天，一定会有一天，你会为了我而不需要它，因为你爱的我不喜欢
不管你给的永远有多远
我一直都在等待
因为我知道它就在世界上的某一个角落

现在的我
在等待你实现那一个承诺
因为我不想
TALKING TO THE MOON
TRY TO GET TO YOU
IN HOPES YOU'RE ON OTHER SIDE
TALKING TO ME TOO
OR AM I A FOOL WHO SITS ALONE
TALKING TO THE MOON

我爱你

Good Friday

Yawned.

Sorry, I yawned doesn't mean that I am gonna update my blog with rubbish kay.

I am just too tired.

Reached SG around 11.40am.

It's am man, freakin' early.

No choice, baby has to go back to Nilai early to avoid crowded in the ktm.

Hmmmmm...

Thanks baby for coming back to accompany me these few days.
Not much things that we have done, we have enjoyed, but I appreciated.

Watched Ghost must be crazy.

Roll on floor laugh when Mark Lee turned to be a lady.

Hahahaha.

Strongly recommend you guys to watch.

=D

Thanks baby for everything.

I have had 3 sweetest night with your hugs.

Jia you for your final.

I know that you can do it.

Aza aza fighting~

perverts please go die

星期五很高兴地赶着去larkin搭巴士找宝贝
很庆幸地我晚上八点就到了
但是在custom挤上厂车的那时
竟然让我碰到了色魔！
超恶心
问题是真的是太挤了
根本就动不了
被他摸了屁股
回头大骂: what the fuck ! don't touch me !
在大庭广众下很大声地骂
转过头那么多男生
都不知道哪一个才是那色魔
真的很恶心
差点把我吓哭了
唉
宝贝说下次要捉着他的手再转过头
那就能巴他几巴了

见到宝贝真是笑到见牙不见眼
哈哈
开心嘛
一个多月没见面了
不知道下次见面又会是什么时候

昨晚抱着你
又哭了
见你一次要哭一次
我真的很爱哭
爱哭包 小哭包 叶子楣大包
='[
把心里的话通通说了出来
你抱着我
说你一定不会让我一个人，一定不会
很不想回来
不想回到这个寂寞的城市
我只想留在你身边
作弄你
抱抱你
一起开心，一起欢笑
一起吃饭，一起喝茶
一起玩游戏，一起买东西
一起搭巴士，一起上课
一起做assignment，一起看戏
我答应你今天的post不会是emo的
可是原谅我
我的眼泪没有办法在我回想昨天的时候
不流下来
憋不住
很辛苦
所以原谅我又让它流了

今晚的我
会很想很想你
答应我的
一定要做到哦
勾勾手
我等你

Lately .

It's April now.
I think the time has been adjusted so that 2012 is coming faster to us.
LOL.
You get what I mean? Haha.
Earth's tragedy.
You believe it? I don't, seriously.
Please don't ask me why, hahahahaha.

Okay okay.
Today is qing ming jie.
Have you eaten popiah?
Ewww, my favourite. Especially with the sweet sauce on.
I went for my very first time grave-cleaning on Sunday morning.
I experienced much and got slight sun-burnt, though.

3 little cuties. :)

Sorry, I was very ugly at that moment.  :x

mama said touch this will get lots of money !

touch this and your writing will be very nice and neat !

Damn colorful.

My hand was colorful too ! Haha

Eating ice-cream in hot weather is the best !

Cleaned 6 graves on that day and celebrated brother's and cousin's birthday at grandma's house in the evening.

We used to celebrate anyone's birthday at grandma's house.
I like it.
;)

Finally, I have got myself i-baby.
But I feel very guilty for buying it without permission.
Daddy was so angry with me that day.
Sigh.
Sorry, I know I am just too greedy and impatient.
:(
Addicted to its application and games !
Haha.
Tried to take a picture with Lomolomo just now.
See.

My fringe is very long now.
No time to go for a hair-cut.
Duh.
So sad I can't download Pudding Camera.
:'(


Counting down 3 days.
3 days more to meet my dear.
Awwww.
Freaking excited !
:D