The results of this semester fucks.

Drop to the core.

Haix.

Especially CSC. ><

Have to put more effort on final exam.

I don't think that I can be hardworking although I get such a bad coursework marks now.

Haha.

江山易改，本性难移

Get it? Hmm.

I had dinner with baobeii around 2 hours ago.

Haha.

Was so glad that his reults are improving.

And he didn't reject me for my dinner request.

Haha.

I am glad for you my baby.

You did well this semester.

Keep it up, okay?

I am here for you. =)

Something occurs in my gang.

But I just know half of the things?

Haha.

Cincai la.

It's better that not involve myself into it.

Haha.

Guys who read my post today, please remember that don't ever try to trust a person easily even though he or she is your freaking best friend.

--

Ended my presentation yesterday.

* Was presenting. XD

* The groupy picture. =)

Left the very last presentation next Monday.

Gambateh.

--

Went baobeii's house last night.

Hehe.

Got his damn sweet sayang.

I'm loving it. =)

* Haha. Hugging baobeii's furly leg? XD

* Our hands and baobeii's stomach.

Hearts you deeply.

Mr. Number 9.

Toodles. =)

Bear from London .

Thanks Sze Ling for giving me this cutie bear after she came back from London. =)

Doing assignment right now.

Sigh.

But feel sleepy nehx.

Miss baobeii too.

I think he is dota-ing and didn't reply my message.

Hope can meet him tomorrow.

As he promise.

Wednesday night. =)

想你的思绪

不停地

涌入我心中

Him .

世界只为他而打开

过程或许有伤害 却仍相信苦尽甘来

我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

也许是我太乖 偶尔被忘了宠爱

这是我的爱情

我的未来

记得你说过

你不是这么容易掉泪

要是有一天

我就这样的

蒸发了

不知道你是否

会为我流泪

你的笑容

你的温暖

你的疼爱

你的呵护

陪伴我

度过了

最痛苦的那一刻

原谅我

想自私地将你独自占有

Arh.............................................................

Who can really tahan this kinda damn feeling??

Cold. Hot. Tasteless. Bla bla bla.

My soul is getting crazy soon.

Medicine I had.

Rest I had.

Fruit I had.

Water I had.

What else that I need to make me recover as soon as possible?

Ishhhhh...

God.

Please save me.

It's killing me, seriously. ='(

Baby

I wanna hug hug.

I wanna you to sayang.

It's suffer although I had been admitted to hospital for 3 days 2 nights.

Wuah~~

Tell me why?

Why am I so weak?

What the fuck.

Can I get healthier?

Can I get fatter?

God. Please.

Begging you truly.

I am really suffering.

They torture me a lotttt !

I need my health back.

Praying..

H for hospital?

Hospital = Hell

H for hell.

You will never know how the pass 3 days in my 19 year-old life.

How the loneliness tortured me.

How the pain made me cried.

Eeee.......

None of the words can best describe the feelings were.

But sucks.

SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS.

I hate it.

The medicine. The ward. And all those things.

T.T

I should take very good care of myself to avoid the fucking sickness come over me again.

I had 5 or 6 packs of sodium chloride if I not mistaken. ><"

Here

I gonna say THANKS for all my friends for sending me to hospital.

And my baobeii Melvin.

Sorry for trouble you all also.

I love you all.

Don't leave me o. Baobei Melvin.

[ Home sweet home . ]

Went back home on Saturday noon.

Hooray.

It's so excited when you reached home and saw the things that you grow up with.

Especially your family.

But

I was sick when I reached home.


Haix.

Kinda pekcek. ><

Luckily I feel better now.

Haha.

Reached INTI around 6pm.

And made some bo bia for baobei.

Hehe.

Thanks xiao yi for cooking it. =)

* Yesterday we had our dinner at Sushi King.


* My cutie. =)

* He likes it. Hehe.

The days passed just in a minute.

Hmm..

Start to miss home again.

Haha.

Have to study lo.

Hope I can get back my healthy body. ='(

Thanks baobei Melvin for accompanying me all the time.

I am so sorry for that day.

Bi. Next time can't be like that le o.

Haha.

Muakzz.

你的拥抱
能代替一切

당신을 사랑합니다

( salangheyo)

Down because of the damn crappy Celcom bill.

I hate Celcom.

Ish... ><

* Just wish to stay in your hug forever. =)

Dear

I love you.

Glad to have you beside.

Muakzz.

Bloody busy week .

Going back home on Friday.

Yet I have to rush for my 3 assignments this week.

T.T

Kinda pekcek.

Especially for MKT.

Ishhhh....

Grrrrr....

What the hell.

None of us get any information regarding it.

Keep changing products.

Haix.

Please la.

Gonna pengsan soon. ><

Assignment eat my time, seriously.

How can you imagine a week that is full of 3 presentations and a test?

Arhhhh...

I wanna shout my feeling out loudly.

MY BLOODY DAYS ARE ABOUT TO START.

[ LEO Mission . ]

12th, July.

KLCC, Kuala Lumpur.

LEO Mission started at the time around 8am.

Was 3G-ing with baobeii for one and a half hour long at midnight.

And Shugan gave me a really energetic and active boy.

That's why my energy is totally run out after I reached INTI. =x

Reached KLCC about 8.30am.

But the kids arrived at 10.30am. LOL

My sleeping was wasted. T.T

Okay.

Let the pictures to talk about how the day was. =)

* We reached. =)

* I like the fountain !

* Sampat girl started to do sampat thing. XD

* Reached the park for gathering and briefing.

* My breakfast. Kaka.


* Kids arrived and were waiting for their own group.

* He is my kid. Lim Yeong Yew. He likes to draw.

* Two weird jie jie and gor gor. XD

* Three of us. =)

* Going in to the Petrosains.

* Kids were addicted to it.


* Were waiting for the helikopter.

Came out from the KLCC around 5pm.

Really can't tahan anymore.

Finally....

* I fell sleep. XD

Reached INTI and went INTI Mart to buy cup noodles.

Run out of energy totally.

Some more my throat is going to have problem.

T.T

I still feeling tire right now.

Haix.

Rushing for assignment,however.

Damn.

Can't find any information.

Grrrrrr.....

Getting crazy soon.

Baobeii

I MISS YOU O. :)

The feeling of missing you is kinda sweet I think.

I am happy that we had a long call tonight although you are so far away from me.

You're sleeping now.

The blanket sure bundles up your body.

Haha.

You get used to have that such stupid but cute sleeping pose.

Sleep tight, my dear.

I am going to sleep soon.

I miss you, my dear.

See you in the phone tonight.

Muakzz. >3

Love you.

HEART YOU LOTS . MR.MELVIN

Something wrong with my health.

WTF.

Ta ma de diao.

What's wrong with my stomach?

Gastric? Food poison?

Perhaps one day I am going to be died in gastric. :X

Oh my God.

Don't don't don't.

I can't be unhealthy start from now.

As tests 2 , presentations and final exams are coming soon.

Test 2 for Business Writing tomorrow.

Haix.

I can't scored well for my Test 1.

Hope can score well in tomorrow's test.

Gambateh.

---

I miss mummy and daddy.

I miss my home.

I wanna go back home !

At least I won't have this kinda lonely feeling at home.

I can cycle with my sister and brother.

I can play piano.

I can do whatever I like.

And I won't keep waiting for your message.

Maybe you are very busy recently so won't give me message automatically.

I should trust you. Baby.

---

Have you ever been trying to be alone everyday in a jungle?

How's your feeling?

Free?

Happy?

Enjoy?

Or lonely?

Will you still stand right beside me when I am alone?

P/s : Can I have an engage with you,baby?

悲しい

Full of happiness

with just your warmness here. =)

You sweep my pain away.

Baobeii

I LOVE YOU.

[ My first effort which fulled of love . ]

Listen to our love song " Far Away " from Nickelback right now.

Thinking of you and having my lunch.

I feel so sleepy even though I am eating.

LOL

But it's worth for me to see you once today. =)

Will have my rest after CSC class later.

Hope my egg fried rice with curry chicken won't make you vomit.

As this is my very first meal that I cooked it myself with rice cooker.

Haha.

* in the progress. =)

Feel kinda glad when I saw those bubbles were rushing to pop out.

My brain full of sampatness that time I think.

Haha. XD

* I done it !

I am not trying to push myself la huh.

The fired rice smells good !

Hahaha.

Mama.

I am no longer useless !

Haha.

Eh eh eh.

What's wrong la.

Smells good doesn't mean tasty ler.

But my Mr. Melvin sure will say it's nice to eat although he get stomachache after eating.

Haha.

I really hope that it is eatable lo.

I don't want my lovely lunch for baobeii become laxative. =x

Haha.

Gonna wash up all the dishes lo.

Toodles. =)

I just wish to smile like before.

Can I ?

I don't want to have such a damn fake smile.

I don't want to pretend that I am a happy person right now.

The feeling is suck.

It tortures me.

Make me hard to breathe.

That's why I need beer to anesthetize me.

I know it can only let me forget everything temporary.

Why not I have a try?
She just wishes to get drunk and forget everything.

I need a wish right now.

I wish you are beside me.

Touching my head and say you love me.

Hugging me with your warmest body and hands.

Kissing me with your wet and warm lips.

That's already enough for me to cover the pain.

How can I go through the emptiness inside my heart right now?

I need you baby.

Where are you?

T.T

Clubbing. Clubbing. Clubbing.

Can I go clubbing?

Can I have some beer?

Haha.

Ah Mey. Ah Lin. Ah Hong. Ah Kiong. bla bla bla~

All kaki come ler.

We go clubbing~

Haha.

Beer can solve all the problems?

Perhaps.

It's just a temporary good idea.

What the fucking mood I am having now.

DAMN.

* Will I become like her after I get drunk? Haha. Cool.

P/s: Sometimes. She just wishes to get drunk and forget everything.

我的快乐 . 遥不可及 .

我想你 .