[ Update . ]

* Was wearing baobeii's ear ring and took this picture.

Update.

Haha.

Now my blog has become a non-everyday-update-blog.

Haha.

Sorry to those friends who come everyday ya.

Haha.

Although maybe don't have any friends come and view my blog recently.

But I know

Andrew, you did.

Haha.

Thanks.

Hmm...

Everything is okay these days.

Baobeii and I get to meet each other quite often.

Haha.

The only disappointment is I had gave up the College Model contest.

Haix.

I lose my dream. :'(

Cheer up. Jing.

Get the chance again next semester.

Haha.

There is no more extra chance for me to skip class again.

But I am now lacking of class-ing mood.

Haha.

Just wanna stay in my room and do whatever I like.

But it is impossible for me to do that.

As warning letter from INTI is gonna make me disappear in INTI,perhaps.

Haha.

So

Jing Jing.

Don't be lazy anymore like what you hope baobeii won't do the same thing with you.

Haha.

Trying my best luh. :)

女人，是自私的.
一旦她拥有了爱情，就会希望自己能
独占一生一世.

[ Passed . ]

Passed the second training luh.

Hooray !

I can start to work from the next Saturday.

Thanks Nicholas. =)

Damn tired today too.

Baobeii overslept again and missed the date with me.

However

He had accompanied me to have my dinner after I came back from KL.

Thanks baobeii.

Watching my beloved Shin Chan right now.

After that I am going to sleep already.

Haha.

Tired ma.

Love baobeii always o.

* My damn tire eyes and my new singlet.

[ My dream . ]

Model?

Model?

Ya.

Model.

Haha.

My dream comes to me.

Haha.

When I was going for my CSC class.

Someone blocked me in front of Bakery.

She is the student from photography club.

She asked me to participate in the model angel contest.

But I was totally lack of confidence.

Then I just left them my contact number and didn't fill up the form.

However

After CSC class and I was coming back with Kelvin

The girl spotted me.

So she came in front of me and tried to persuade me again.

Haha.

With the encourage of Kelvin and my baobeii

I participated.

So I have to wait for the audition this Sunday.

Haha.

Looking forward to it. :)

* The person gave me this card.

Received my second student award while I was having MKT class.

Try my best to get the third student award this semester.

Haha.

But seems a little bit hard.

Especially for MKT,Business Writing and Malaysian Studies. :(

Anyway

I will just try my best.

Going for the second training tomorrow.

Sien arr !

Hope I can pass as I don't want to skip class again. :(

Feel like warning letter is approaching me.

Damn.

Yet Baobeii and I will have our lunch together tomorrow.

Lalala~

Haha. :D

Kinda excited.

I am getting more and more tire these few days.

Haix.

Adding oil to myself.

Gambateh.

P/s: something important to shout out here. "Mr.Melvin , 愛しています ( I love you in Japanese)"

[ Happy Birthday . Nana ]

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY !!

Happy birthday, princess. =)

Although she is an Indian

But her mandarin is freaking well.

Haha.

Love her much. >3

They are steamboat-ing now.

Haha.

I am not participating cause the secret.

Shhh...

Nana

Our secret o.

Haha.

But Nana was just delivering the food for me.

* Steamboat from Crazy Gang.

Thanks a lot !

Hope you happy forever ya.

The training today made me damn tired.

Haix.

Damn ktm.

Damn bus.

Hope I can pass the training on Wednesday.

Haha.

Then I can go for work on next week luh.

Gambateh.

Met Ah Ben at KL Central again.

Haha.

I complained the postpaid with him.

Then he tried to check for me

Finally my numbers work.

Hehe.

But they are not couple number.

Sien. ><

Anyway

I can keep calling my baobeii at no cost luh.

Haha. =D

Tire. Tire. Tire.

Haix.

Bless me on Wednesday.

I don't wanna to go for the 3rd training again.

It's costly, time consuming, energy consuming and classes consuming.

Haha.

What the hell words I am using.

Lolx.

Please.

I wanna pass it.

God bless me.

P/s: Thanks baobeii be my whole day accompanist. Love you always. >3

[ My Mr.Melvin-Thanks and love you . ]

Woke up at 8.

Damn excited cause I was going to date my baobeii at Timesquare.

Hehe.

After having breakfast at Bistro

Our journey started.

Thanks Mr.Albin ( the driver ). =D

Wei Herng went to meet his girl

Albin and Ah Kit went to Lowyat to buy their computer stuff.

Baobeii and I walked around the shops in Timesquare.

However

I made baobeii angry.

Baobeii kept scolding me.

Haix.

Sorry,my dear.

NO NEXT TIME.

I promised.

We went for a violence movie after I bought Parna's birthday present.

[ Fireball ] - A movie from Thailand.

It's kinda scary as the movie was overly contained violence.

I think it should be named as [ Firefight ].

Haha. XD

Let's take a look of the poster picture.

* A bloody picture =x

I had da tou tie with baobeii.

Hehe.

* Baobeii looked funny in the photo. He is too tall to take it. I like that one which he kissed me. =)

Baobeii and I were damn tired.

We sat here and there to rest and wait for Albin and Ah Kit.

*Baobeii and I.

* Mirror mirror I love you. Hehe.

Going for training tomorrow.

Alone.

Feel a little bit fear.

Haha.

But I will be safe,for sure.

Haha.

God bless me.

Baobeii bless me.

All my friends bless me.

Hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow.

=)

P/s: Sorry my baobeii. Thanks and love you. Mr.Melvin.

[ A bolt from the blue . ]

* Smile Jing. Smile. :)

Garrr....

I was cheated. ><

Have to find a new job again.

Wtf.

Hope this time will success.

Haix.

My dream is broken. T-T

Now trying to find another one luh.

Gambateh. Jing. =)

However

I can go shopping with my dear luh.

Yeah.

Kinda excited.

Quite tire today too.

Nothing is special for me to post today.

Haha.

Just wanna throw my tantrum here.

Ish.

P/s: I need a job !

[ Street Party 2009 . ]

* Simply took it at a small corner.

Street party 2009 was like normal.

Which baobeii and I described it as pasar malam.

Haha.

Ya.

It's really looked like pasar malam.

Damn hot. Damn crowded.

Baobeii kept throwing his tantrum to me.

Cause he was freaking hot.

And we just simply visited all the stalls once.

Then he already sweat like hell.

Haha.

Same for me too.

After came back from there

I went for a cool bath immediately.

Haha. XD

I like the feeling after that.

The thing that I gonna emphasize is

I MET MY BAOBEII.

Haha.

Although I couldn't hold his hand like other couples

I felt it is satisfied.

For me to look at him.

For me to hear his voice.

Enough.

But I will still waiting for you to hold my hand la,baobeii.

Haha.

Don't try to escape.

I will persist to hold you once when I can't bear it anymore.

I don't care.

Lalala~ =p

Haha.

Anyway,

Thanks my sweet heart. =)

* My love only for my baobeii.

Gonna do the Business Writing homework luh.

Haix.

Sien.

Almost forget to update my blog just now.

Haha.

P/s: I hope I can have a nice Sunday. =)

[ The world is changing or I am changing ? ]

Missed out the post for yesterday.

Haha.

As I came back from 2pm class

I was addicted to MR.Bean's movie.

Haha.

* Guys. Don't get frighten by his silly face. =D

Finally I finished all the 15 episodes.

Haha.

Made me really excited about all the actions that he made.

And the situations that made him turn into a 'bad Bean'.

Haha.

Then at night

I went to my baobeii's house.

Haha.

Damn miss him.

We ate burger and french fries together while watching the "终极三国".

I slept before baobeii as he gonna play Dota wilth Albin.

His kiss woke me up for few second.

Haha.

I know that he was going to sleep that time.

Your kisses are sweet baby.

Your kisses melt my heart.

Really. =)

* I get warmness from your hand, your hugs and your kiss. [M]

Simply took that picture when I was sitting on his back.

Haha. XD

Before leaving baobeii's room today

Hugss again.

Hoho.

Thanks baobeii.

You make my life really sweet. =)

Okay

Gonna turn back here.

Haha.

Today's classes were normal.

But I just feel like to be alone.

For no reason.

As nothing to be spoken. Nothing to be shared.

My day is fulled of tiredness. ><
* Aiyak. Auntie visits me liao ma.

Don't know what's wrong.

The world is changing Or I am changing?

No longer happy with them.

I want to leave here.

Haha.

Let's shift to another topic ya.

This is the first time for me to meet Emelia.

Haha.

She participated in Miss INTI.

And she came here for the purpose of my high heel shoes.

But she can't fit it.

Her foots are small.

Hehe.

Don't worry girl.

You will get it soon.

Then we had a short chat in my room. =)

Tried for the Celcom postpaid sim card since last night.

But until now it haven't work.

Wtf.

Called Ah Ben then.

A common reason that he had used. "Urh..I am so sorry. Now Celcom is having some problems. I think tomorrow it will be okay."

Adoii...><

If it still not okay within this week

I gonna curse Celcom 99 cause it took away my RM75.
*Although I never do that. Wiu witt~ good girl ler. XD

Miss my baobeii right now.

Blogging right now.

Listen to song right now.

Boring right now.

Haha.

Ok la ok la

Gonna continue with my novel luh.

'Goosebump'

Hehe.

88

* My eyesbag again. Sob T-T

I care all the actions about you. Mr Melvin :)

[ Only You . ]

Baobeii just called me.

Hehe.

Sweet. :)

But I was moody by his message when I was at the comic shop.

Haix.

Your voice swept away my nasty feeling.

Haha.

I am so easy to be coaxed. :x

Met him at Bistro.

Glad. :)

Melvin.

Listen here.

Don't ever try to go from my embrace.

Okay?

I gonna tied you tight tight.

Haha. XD

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING.

Really.

You take my heart away.

不论怎样都好

我只想

在你一个人的身边

只有你

[郑威骏]

[ Special Saturday . ]

Woke up at 12.30pm.

It was freaking bore.

Zhi Ling came to our room and had a short chat.

We blamed about how bored we were and then

We decided to go to Giant to buy some necessities.

But INTI bus didn't work today.

So we took a taxi to reach there.

Shop. Shop. Shop.

* Our goods. Hehe. :)

We bought a big pack of Korea maggie for our dinner tonight.

Haha.

* We ate it and got a red and swollen lips. Haha.

Kinda sampat girls.

Bought our breakfast for tomorrow too.

* Zhi Ling's bread is damn small compared to mine and Hui Shan's. XD

After buying our things

My tummy was calling for food.

Hungry like hell. ><

* 1 set of Mini Bucket Combo+ 1 large fun fries+ 1 hot Milo.
ps/: just ignore my unsightly Monkey purse there. =x

After fulfilled our free time

Planned to come back to INTI by bus.

However

We couldn't get any bus at the bustop.

Haix.

And it seemed wanna rain that time.

So

Taxi again. *Grrr..

But the abang taxi reduced RM1 for the fee.

Lalala. XD

Thanks a lot !

Before leaving the bustop.

Took some kinda simple photos with them. *I did it for my post today hor. :)

* I was soooo ugly as I haven't take bath yet. =x

Reached INTI around 6pm.

Baobeii just woke up.

Lolx.

Damn Dota makes him become a Dota freak.

Haha.

I wish to reborn and be a Dota hero for my next life.

I want to be NEVERMORE. * If I can choose for what I want to be.

Haha.

Baobeii.

Can you just love me more than the game? T-T

Just came back from the comic shop outside.

Saw something that really took away my attention before we came back.

But it is not that I wanna. =(

Finally my Saturday passed already.

Haix.

How about tomorrow?

Wish to meet baobeii.

But

I am not a Dota hero. :(

I REALLY MISS YOU MUCH MELVIN ! *shouted loudly.

Haix.

ps/:能再爱我多一点吗？

[ My dream is postponed . ]

Last minute again.

Baobeii asked me next week only go to Timesquare with Wei Herng and his girl.

Next Sunday.

My dream is postponed. =(

Nothing to do.

Just like a useless people.

Sitting in front of my laptop.

But I am doing nothing.

So

Won't be any nice or sweet post tomorrow.

As I hope

I WILL BE FREE ON NEXT SUNDAY.

Please.

寂寞时，总是希望你在身边

但是

你却在另一个世界里

Moody-ing right now.

[ Interview . ]

Reached INTI safely.

Haha.

Damn tire. Damn hungry. Damn thirsty.

Haha.

Woke up at 7 something today.

It killed me like hell.

Lolx.

Cause I am a pig.

Have to sleep for a time that I feel is enough for me.

Haha. XD

Was sitting inside ktm.

And I spotted an abang who was having a nice dream that time.

* Am I too naughty? XD

This is the first time for me to reach KL Central and take monorail to Sg.Wang.

Thanks Ah Lin for guidance.

Arigatou Gozaimasu. * Japanese-learned from my Ah Mei

When I just reached KL Central

Omg...

The damn Celcom la.

Took away my RM75 for registering the postpaid.

Wtf.

Nevermind luh.

2 months no need to pay.

Haha.

And can call baobeii for a long long time like what we did before.

Haha.

Hope can get a nice number. =)

* The symbol of KL-taken at Sg.Wang.

When I took this photo

" Eh eh eh..the girl in front of me..first time come to KL meh?" said Ah Lin.

" Aiyak..just wanna share in my blog ma."

Haha.

Ah Lin arr Ah Lin.

I lose to you 99 ler.

Kena bomb so many times.

Made me almost break into pieces. =x

Haha.

* Spotted these babies when Ah Lin was buying his Milo head. And I bought one of them. =D

* Ta Dah~ He is my kaki. Zavier 17 Ah Lin. I was so awful. Haix.

Thanks Ah Lin for waiting me when I was arguing with Ah Ben (the boy in charge of Celcom promotion)

Thanks Ah Lin for paying the monorail fee to Sg.Wang. (RM2.10) =D

Thanks Ah Lin for accompanying me to search for the Bangunan WSF at Jalan Sultan Ismail.

Thanks Ah Lin for waiting me to finish the interview downstairs alone.

Thanks Ah Lin for bringing me to go for a window-shopping at Sg.Wang.

Thanks Ah Lin for accompanying me to go back to Kl Central.

Thanks Ah Lin for endowing his time and slumber to guide me today without any blame.

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU !

Haha.

Touch bor Ah Lin?

Haha.

Next time ya, Starbucks okay?

Promise . : )

Going to have a nap later.

Haha.

Baobei skipped class again.

Kena wash by him just now. =x

Cause I skipped class too.

Haha.

Hope will have a sweet and nice post tomorrow.

As I am going to pato with my baobei at Timesquare.

Hehe.

Love you, Melvin.

* Cam-whoring while waiting for the ktm at KL Central.

Anyway, my apply has been approved.

Toodles. =)

Ps/: Hope baobeii and I will enjoy tomorrow.

Everyday-update-blog . XD

Haha.

Kinda funny post title today. =D

Anyway

I am going for the interview tomorrow.

Was worried that will go alone to a strange place.

But Ah Lin will wait for me at KL Central.

Hoho.

Thanks Ah Lin much much.

It's so long time that we didn't meet each other.

Haha.

But the pig wants me to wake him up at 9.30am.

Thanks again ya, friend.

Fogging right now.

I am being trapped by it.

And I can't go out for dinner. T-T

Haix.

And I just after washing my clothes !

Omg...

Feeling pekcek now.

Grrrr Arrr !


Today's CSC class was canceled again.

Haha.

Damn happy but it will have a replacement class one day, for sure.

Don't know what will happen tomorrow.

Hope my apply can be approved.

Cause I need the job. =)

Please bless me ya, all my friends.

Baobei skipped class again.

Haix.

So naughty one ler.

Haha.

I miss you ya.

* I like it. =)

Currently, lack of money
lack of healthy
lack of friends
lack of happiness

The feeling tortures me .

Grrr....... ><

The fuckin' feeling came over me again.

Went to see my cute doctor again.

Haix.

Please la my body. Be well-behaved a bit la.

Sayang huh.

* Neh...my "candy" . Muahaha .. XD

Thx babe Ling.

You saved me again. =)

It rained today evening.

Haha.

Best feeling o.

But I was suffering the pain and can't really enjoy the best feeling.

Haix.

Hope I will be fine. Really hope that.

Received another mail today.

Don't know where will be the venue for the interview this time.

Haix.

Poor babe Whitney left her key in her room.

And babe XinYi was at KL with her baby boy that time.

Haha.

She was showing a damn cute innocent face to me and babe Ling.

Haha.

Then she came to my room and waited for the naughty babe XinYi.

Here's a funny photo of her.

* Took by babe Ling without babe Whitney's noticed. XD

My lens were reached !

Hooray !

And I wore it and simply took a photo.

Here it's.

* My greeny eyes. Hehe. But not so obvious. Going to show more obvious one tomorrow. =)

Baobeii.

I miss you.

Going to continue with the short notes luh.

I will give it to you as soon as possible.

You really scared me just now.

Don't dump me o.

Haha.

Love you always. Melvin.

Ps/: Hope that I will really be fine. Please.

Sometimes, I rather to be a pretender .

Skipped MKT class today.

Lolx.

Baobeii was frighten by my rushing action to the toilet.

As the sound "ping pong piang".

So sorry ya baobeii. =X

Woke up at 11am again.

Felt much more better.

Got nothing to do after having bath.

So I just simply took a look with baobeii's wallet which has already worn-out.

Haha.

I found something that is kinda important for everyone.

Identity Card. Lolx.

My IC with baobeii.

Haha. XD

I was shocked and was so wished to laugh as loud as I can.

But baobeii was sleeping.

Haha.

My IC was being with him for several weeks.

And I didn't notice about that.

Baobeii totally forgot about it too.

Haha.

Careless couple Jing and Melvin. XD


*My eyesbags T-T. By the way, baobeii was sleeping. Hehe.

Curi-curi took away baobeii's Accounting and Human Relations notes.

Haha.

As I wish to simplify all of the main points so that he can read them more easily.

Poor baobeii.

Tomorrow go to class without notes ya. =D

Shin's celebration was successful.

Hope you really enjoyed it ya.

However

Something was be exposed when we were chit-chatting.

Just pretend to act silly.

Just pretend to act like nothing had happen last night.

I already weary of this place.

And the people here.

Hope to leave here as soon as possible.

But

I need baobeii.

Haha.

Kinda contradiction.

Anyway, here's another one more photo to share.


* I made it. I hope I can smile to face everything. Same for Sze Ling and baobeii. =)

I am chatting with Andrew right now.

Haha.

Get a bit shock after he told me that what he feels about me.

Haha.

Andrew.

I gonna say nothing but thanks.

I am really being protected.

As Melvin Tey Wei Jiun's appearance in this year. =)

Going to have dinner with babe Sze Ling luh.

Hungry le.

Still having the feeling of suffer from gastric.

Ish. ><

I hate it.


Sometimes, I rather to be a pretender.


Ps:/ Currently I miss my old freaking friends damn much.
ShuXin,XueMey,YeeYuan,AhChian,SuetTeng,Tse Her,
Ah Lin,Ah Hong,Ah Lu,Ah Ming and Ceng Ji.
I miss the moment that we're being together.

First day of the actual class .

* Cam-whoring using babe JC's spec. XD

It's a difficulty for me to wake up at 9am again.

Lolx.

Planned to sleep early last night.

But

Haix.

Slept at 1 something I think.

My pro baobeii over slept today.

Haha.

Got extra 1 day for his holiday.

Apply was accepted by Nicholas.

But he wants me to go for the interview within this week at Sungai Wang.

Hmm...

Should I go?

Maybe I should go and try so that I will not leave a repentant for my life.

Some more I really need a job right now.

Haha.

Mama was so worry.

But mama

I trust I can.

I should learn it.

And I will be careful in everything. =)

Should start to learn how to make up and arrange a time for it.

Just try, Jing.

Good Luck.

Going to meet baobeii soon.

Hehe.

And tonight will have a late birthday celebration for babe Shin.

Gonna have dinner with babe Ling luh.

Toodles. =)

Ps/: Dota in your world. But you're in my world. =D

Hunting for money .

Went to bank-in the money alone.

The weather was like summer.

Shit.

Was looking for the Indian woman fortune teller.

But she wasn't there anymore I think.

Or maybe my darling wasn't accompany me today.

So she wasn't there.

Haha. =D

Yet I miss my darling on the way to P.B.

No one argue with me along the road.

Just alone.

And I walked in a kinda fast speed in order not to be a victim of those hijackers.

Haha.

And I was safe to INTI finally. =)

Hunting for a job right now.

Hope will get it soon.

Ah Lin arr.

Must help me as you promised ar.

Don't forget nehx.

But I had tried for some.

Just got one reply now.

Haix. =(

Please la.

I need you ler.

Proper classes start tomorrow.

Poor darling's classes from 8am to 2pm continuously.

Haha.

Going to meet him tomorrow.

Excited. =D

1 month and 14 more days to go.

My 19th birthday.

Hope can get a surprise from my baobeii darling.

I start to pray for it from now.
* seems so greedy *

Ps/:I wish to get a surprise from my baobeii on my birthday. =)

I drew it .

静静听着心跳的节拍 .

这一次 ,

不准你放手 .

愛你 . 骏 .

[ 09.05.2009 ]

Hari Wesak.

Kinda boring today.

Ish. ><

Today is the first time that I woke up so early on Saturday myself at INTI.

Lolx.

My sleeping was wasted. T.T

Gave my friend a long long advice after I woke up.

As he had a misunderstanding about what God gives us.

Haha.

God lets us fall in love.

It doesn't only wanna let us get to know about the feeling of being love and the feeling toward your lover.

But it lets us learn something from love.

Learn about how to be strong after you get a failure in your love.

Learn about how to treasure your lover.

Learn about how to realize the mistakes of the wronged love.

He lives in the sadness for few months already.

Now he wakes up.

He just like got mesmerized.

Never ever wakes up from the sadness.

And he suffered.

Happy and sad are two opposite emotions.

But one of them will be your choice for your life.

It just depends on how you think about all your failures in your life.

Whether you wanna choose to be happy and go through the failure

Or you wanna involve yourself in the abominable sadness for your whole life.

Love is something that difficult to handle, to realize and to face.

Because it is blind.

It has the magic to make you be hypnotized.

Never ever wake up from it.

Some who are not able to face the results of their wronged loves

They just choose "the best" way to solve their problems.

Ya.

Commit suicide.

It is worthless.

Lolx.

They think that ending their life is the easiest way to end their sadness too.

But they are wrong.

That is just a miss for them to learn to grow up in love.

So everyone

Please love yourself. Your life.

Do something that is worth for you to contribute.

I fell into sadness before too.

Yet someone saved me.

And I love him now.

Fall into another sweet love again.

Haha.

Hope this time I won't be hurt anymore.

Hope you will be my MR.Right.

Listened? MR.Melvin Tey Wei Jiun?

Haha.

Currently lacking of money. $_$

I need a job !

Garrrrhhhh~




× 答应我，这次不要再放手 × 晶 ♥ 骏

[ 08.05.2009 2 ]

Watched " Step up 2 the streets ".

Such an outdated person I am.

Haha.

But the movie was amazing!

I like it so much.

The dancers were so so so pro!

Wow..




Went for the internal audit meeting.

Damn bored.

Don't select me for the next meeting on Oct again,please.

Haha.

Business Law class was interesting.

And it made the time pass so fast.

Hehe.

Meet nice lecturers this semester.

Thanks God.

Hehe.

Dear,add oil in your courseworks this time ya.

I won't let you put so much efforts in your final already.

Haha.

I will help you de. =)

Cause this is the last time for your Accounting.

Do you know?

I can't let you fail again.

Else

I will lose you.

Maybe can't see you here anymore.

That's what I am not able to face.

I am going to crazy

Going to mad

Going to die

If you leave here,baobei.

Promise me, add oil.

Okay?

Don't leave me.

Please.

And this semester I still will be your loyal lao po teacher.

Free for now.

You have to pay me after you marry me huh.

Haha.

Do you still remember you owe me 1 million?

I am sure you still remember it.

Haha.

My lovely baobei.

I want go shopping with baobei nehx.

When huh?

Should find the time for our couple tattoo.

Hiak hiak~




Baobei.

I will never let you go.

[ 08.05.2009 ]

Happy birthday ya, Ah Hong.

I need a swing.

It will makes me feel better, I think.

Just need you to accompany me.

Just want to meet you.

Just want to hug you.

You are so near to me.

Why I feel you are so far?

So far from me.




或许，永远不曾存在我的世界里..

[ Class started ]

Went for MPW class and Business Writing class today.

Tired.

Haha.

Pig wor.

But my baobei almost becomes a pig too,hehe.

Miss him today too.

The fourth day I didn't meet him.

Sorry for yesterday.

I was moody.

And I need your care.

But I can't get it.

Haix.




Till here today.

Supper time.

Yuhoo~



因为我在等待永远...

[ 06.05.2009 ]

Alone.

Alone.

In order not to disturb you.

I prefer to be alone.

Rather than make you feel tire cause I stick with you.

I wonder why today I miss you until my brain lost control.

Just wish to meet you.

Wish to meet you.

Just a simple question.

But it is so tough to say it out.

Scare to be rejected.

Scare the feeling comes over me.

Finally

I asked.

But the answer didn't out of my expected.

Wake up ba.

Wake up ba.

Stupid Jing.



I wish to walk alone sometimes.

At a place that no one would recognize me.

Although I wish you are beside me every moment.

Let the wind blows on me.

Blows.



I hope you are beside me.

Right now.

I need your care.

Right now.



Please give me a wish,God.

Can you?

Like this year.

You gave him 2 wishes which already came true.

Please.

[ 05.05.2009 ]

The second day at INTI.

Bored.

Luckily I still keeping the last drama to watch,hehe.

But

I miss him.

Every moment.

He really catches my heart away.

Since that day.

His smile, his hugs, his kisses...

So mesmerize.


* the eyebrow..haix..



Received an email from Sheng Kian.

"Do you know how to differentiate like and love?"

One of the sentence really shows what I did before.

Hehe.

"你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。"

Ya.

This is what I did when every time I look at him when he is sleeping.

Sweet.

Don't really want to wake him up,sometimes.

Maybe he is having a dream,nice dream.

And his expression makes me feel so sweet.

Makes me not willing to dump him.

For my life.

Ya,my whole life.

But who knows about future?

No one.

Just treasure every moment with him.

Hope he do this too.



But some loves really hurt.

"sorry" is just a simple word.

"sorry" can be very easy.

"sorry" can hurt someone.

"sorry" can be a perfunctory.

"sorry" can be a beginning of a lie.

"sorry" can be an ending too.

Email from Zu Long.

Touching. Love. Regret.

Mixed feelings inside the mail.

Everyone sure will meet a person who really need he or she to treasure in life.

Only treasure can keep the person beside you forever.

Not every "sorry" can bring you a "forgive".

That's why i treasure him.

Treasure the moment.

Treasure his love.

Treasure his care.

I appreciate everything.

Do you?

Baobei, thanks for giving me happiness.

I hope there is no ending point for our love.

Cause I don't really want you to leave in my life.

I need you.

Melvin. Only Melvin.

[ 04.05.2009 ]

Woke up from my lovely baobei's side.

Baobei changed the cloth of his mattress.

Doraemon ^^

"New kain tilam. Doraemon. It belongs to us. If Wei Herng come i ask him sleep on the floor.hehe. " said baobei.

Touching.

That's why i just gave him a smile.

Nothing is suitable to be the answer.




* Nothing is better. But your shoulder , your hugs



Enrolled.

5 subjects this semester too.

Baobei is down cause the fuckin' results.

Me too.

Down cause feeling lose.

Down cause I was feeling so glad when I saw baobei was so hardworking and serious for his final but now the things changed.

Down cause baobei feel all his efforts were wasted.

Down when i saw baobei so moody but I can't give him a hand.

Listen to me,dear.

Don't give up.

Add oil this semester.

Okay?

I will always here for you.

Don't give up. Don't feel that you are far from me.

I never compare your study with mine.

The important thing is your heart.

Does it belong to me?

That's the only thing I care.

You listened?

THAT'S THE ONLY THING I CARE.



Received a gift from my friend.

Thanks ya.

It looks nice!



* It shines! Hehe.



Went to Giant and MCD.

Bought coughing medicine for my dear.

Don't really want him to suffer from it.

Like this morning.

Hope dear will drink it.

Waiting for his message.

From 4.36pm till now.

My phone is acting silent.

Silent.silent.silent.

What are you doing?

I miss you.

Can you feel it?







I miss everything about you.
I ♥ Melvin